1 Day to Empty Nesting Solo

Unimaginable depths of sorrow are flooding me. I don't remember ever crying this hard. Every breath I cough, gag, or fight for air. I walk around my house and there's his X-box controller in his chair, a guitar he wrote a song with this morning, leftovers in the fridge that were left untouched.

I'm sorry I don't think I can write anymore today. I need to try to understand my life without him again. It's too much. If you're a single parent going through this, I'm so sorry. I know how it feels. I'm going to try to get through this day. Tomorrow, I will face being alone again. So proud of you Nate, you're everything to me! Hope you're reading this and know how much I love you!

One of the best days of my life.

One of the worst days of my life.